its hard when people dont understand you. your intentions get misconstrued as something completely different than what you had in mind. it would be nice to have things go my way once in a blue moon. but hey blue moons dont happen that often so maybe thats why nothing goes my way.. eh oh well shit happens then we move on and grow up. i can understand that things do or dont happen for reasons. so i hope im on the right path!! karma has not kicked my ass in awhile thnkfully.